Fantasies of getting better

Sarcozona captures the fundamental error in the recurring inner script familiar to those of us with chronic illness. I know I hear this weasel many times a week: Do I really need to rest today? Maybe the universe is right, maybe I'm just being lazy, and I can force my mind to triumph over matter:

Believing I’m lazy is a fantasy about being well.

http://sarcozona.org/2017/08/22/my-greatest-fear-is-a-fantasy/