jesse_the_k: chainmail close up (links)

Declaration of Interdependence from [tumblr.com profile] queerspacepunk (aka [archiveofourown.org profile] emmett)

A tiny snippet from a lovely thread

i want to be asked to come over and help put my friend's kids to bed as casually as they might text their spouse and ask them to pick up milk on the way home

i want to stop and pick up milk for another friend because i know their spouse hates the grocery store

i want to buy fruit that i dont like because it's on special and i know people who do

i want to pass lemons over the fence and to take my neighbours bins out when the forget

i want group chats instead of rideshare apps, calls in the middle of the night because someone's at the hospital, lonely or hungry or both

i want to do the dishes in other people's houses, extra servings wrapped in tinfoil and tea towels so it's still warm when you drop it off, a basket of other people's mending by my couch

i want to be surrounded by reminders that 'imposing' on each other is what we were born to do

https://queerspacepunk.tumblr.com/search/interdependence


Today I learned there are graphic resources—icons and banners—on the Archive of Our Own!

https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Banners%20*a*%20Icons/works

(Sadly AO3’s metatags don’t create RSS feeds, so I can’t add one here.)


New DW community for people who archive information from the web: [community profile] datahoarders

[personal profile] timeasmymeasure provides resources for would-be archivists without tech skills: https://datahoarders.dreamwidth.org/3299.html

Of particular interest to me:

AO3 Downloader: a life-saver for any person who has thought, "God, I wish I could download all of my bookmarks, but that would take sooo long to do individually." Another Github download which is saved by its thorough instructions!

jesse_the_k: colorful squiggles evoke confetti and music (celebration)

Patrice Jetter is a force of nature. She’s joyous in her clothes and her hobbies (sewing, painting, model railroading) and her confidence in small acts of kindness. She found love with Garry Wickham and they want to marry. They can’t afford to because they’re both disabled. Marriage would end their access to US Federal health insurance and income support.

Why I loved it and trailer )

jesse_the_k: Ultra modern white fabric interlaced to create strong weave (interdependence)

Wow I loved this doc! Is there anybody out there?, 87 minutes, UK, 2023. Directed by Ella Glendining, in English with precise captions and audio description.

Blurb:

Born with a rare disability, filmmaker Ella Glendining wonders if there is anyone who can share the experience of living in a body like hers. This simple question—one which non disabled people take for granted, leads to a journey to not only others who live like her—but to the realization that meeting them changes how she views herself in the world, as well as many surprises along the way.

Glendining includes archival footage of her own childhood (older videotapes with flashing lights across the bottom of the screen) as well as horrifying evidence of rank bigotry that disabled kids in the UK. She talks about loving bodies, her own and others’. She documents accepting parenting from her own youth and with her own child, as well as the challenges of wanting to have a "perfect birth" (no drugs, no knives). She demonstrates access intimacy and cross-disability solidarity, interacts with one great doctor and one surgeon-on-a-mission to normalize kids through massive pain, and finally answers the title question yes! meeting three people with bodies similar to hers. I got bi vibes from the doc but I don’t remember her explicitly coming out. In this extensive interview at Diva Magazine, she does explore her bisexuality: https://diva-magazine.com/2023/11/13/ella-glendining-is-there-anybody-out-there/.

I want every parent of a kid with orthopedic impairments to watch this film today, before they ponder any more "treatments." It would also be a great discussion starter for a classroom or activist group.

Where to watch and trailer )

jesse_the_k: iPod nestles in hollowed-out print book (Alt format reader)

Find in library • DRM-free audiobookBARD

As I hoped back in December, last month I found enough brain to tackle An Immense World by Ed Yong. I was convinced by [personal profile] pauraque’s extensive summary and review, and the 24 days I spent reading were a pure delight. Ed Yong is a great narrator: he fluently pronounces the Neo-Latinate species names as well as the international assortment of human researchers. He somehow manages not to giggle at his own (frequent) jokes.

He wildly succeeds at explaining the distinctive sensory worlds of many of our planet’s inhabitants. Along the way, he explores how scientists design experiments to pin down how, for example, a scallop sees or a leafhopper senses vibrations. He tells the truth that our current understanding is not necessarily the whole answer — that science means change. So much of the current state of the art began as theories mocked by the scientific establishment.

Yong is keenly aware of human as well as animal variety. When addressing the senses, he fluently acknowledges that not humans all have a standard complement—for example, his researchers are described as sighted when that’s relevant. He consciously seeks out women and non-binary researchers, as explained in his 2018 Atlantic article "I Spent Two Years Trying to Fix the Gender Imbalance in My Stories -- Here’s what I’ve learned, and why I did it.".

Most importantly, he’s such a good writer. He clearly loves his subject, and he plays with formal and informal registers. He provides enough detail to enthrall while lightly alternating between technical explanations and emotional delights. He organizes the books by sense, and each one almost stands alone. It helped that I gave myself permission to read for enjoyment, not trying to remember the details because there is no test. I'm looking forward to rereading it.

I do recall some stunning facts:

  • Scallops have many eyes — from a dozen to more than 200.
  • Owls have asymmetrical ears, enabling them to locate sounds both horizontally and vertically.
  • Some creatures use the Earth’s very weak electromagnetic field to navigate—but we don’t know how. The signal is so subtle that it’s not contemporaneous: the whales, birds, and turtles must travel several miles before they can know if they’re headed in the right direction.

He starts with dogs, guaranteeing sympathy from half his readership. (I was charmed by references to his own Corgi pup, Typo.) In this 350-word excerpt, he introduces the canine olfaction expert, Alexandra Horowitz, and her dog Finnegan:

Read more... )

jesse_the_k: chainmail close up (links)

[personal profile] erinptah collates amusing and horrifying examples of large language models ("AI") spewing nonsense after they steal the hard work of artists like herself:

https://erinptah.dreamwidth.org/tag/artificial+unintelligence


[personal profile] ysabetwordsmith posted eighteen subtle and beautiful eclipse shots at the "share your photos" community [community profile] common_nature https://common-nature.dreamwidth.org/253608.html


[tumblr.com profile] jenroses’s Fork Theory is a most excellent complement to spoon theory

http://jenrose.com/fork-theory/

You know the phrase, “Stick a fork in me, I’m done,” right?

Well, Fork Theory is that one has a Fork Limit, that is, you can probably cope okay with one fork stuck in you, maybe two or three, but at some point you will lose your shit if one more fork happens.

A fork could range from being hungry or having to pee to getting a new bill or a new diagnosis of illness. There are lots of different sizes of forks, and volume vs. quantity means that the fork limit is not absolute. I might be able to deal with 20 tiny little escargot fork annoyances, such as a hangnail or slightly suboptimal pants, but not even one “you poked my trigger on purpose because you think it’s fun to see me melt down” pitchfork.


Finally, this pro-captioned video summarizes the findings from an Hungarian research paper published last month in Cell. It supports that dogs make mental representations of human words.

stream on YouTube or … stream here )

Boros, Magyari et al. (2024) Neural evidence for referential understanding of object words in dogs https://doi.org/10.1016/j.cub.2024.02.029

jesse_the_k: chainmail close up (links)

I appreciate the eloquent exploration of the social model of disability by Sunaura Taylor and Judith Butler as they stroll through San Francisco, with bonus thrifting (on YouTube no CC) and transcript. It’s an excerpt from Astra Taylor’s EXAMINED LIFE, a documentary featuring 9 philosophers walking and talking.


Someone on Ask.Metafilter needed book title text that punned on kitchen topics. Snarky MeFites delivered better than GrubHub, UberEats, and DoorDash combined. Amuse bouche:

  • A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Flour
  • The Wings They Carried
  • Finnegan's Cake
  • A Distant Mirepoix
  • Pho of Flying
  • All Quiet on the Western Bundt
  • Teff in Venice
  • The Adventures of Tom Yum Sawyer
  • The Island of Doctor Merlot
  • Of Rice and Naan

I still haven’t seen Barbie yet, but I’ve enjoyed disabled people’s commentary!

Dr Therí A Pickens (on Medium) declares Disability Access in Barbieland Holds Up a Sober Mirror to Our World
archived

Poet Johnson Cheu explains why Becky Declines Barbie’s Dinner Invitation both print and audio. He’s referring to 1997’s Share-A-Smile Becky who comes with her own pink wheelchair. Travel blogger Karin Willison reviews all of the disabled Barbie-adjacent dolls.

jesse_the_k: White woman riding black Quantum 4400 powerchair off the right edge, chased by the word "powertool" (JK 56 powertool)

New Mobility magazine is aimed at powerchair users. Founded in 1989, it’s now run by United Spinal, a service-and-lobbying group. Monthly free newsletter subscription

This month’s article includes three projects from Kary Wright. I kvelled at the voice-operated pliers!

Over the years I have learned that I love to solve problems — and quadriplegia comes with a multitude of things to problem-solve. Often the solutions pop into my head about 2 a.m., and once they do, going back to sleep is not an option.

https://newmobility.com/tinker-time/

This is very much one person's hack, and not currently available for purchase. As long as I'm imagining what's possible, wouldn't it be nice to accompany Kary on his sailplane?

jesse_the_k: Pill Headed Stick Person (pill head)

My medication alarm system combines a very low tech device—a four chamber pill box—with my iPhone’s system alarms. I set a daily repeating alarm labelled with the pill chamber number.

The key innovation is that, instead of a built-in alarm, I use a song. Sometimes it takes me a while to reach my pillbox—the length of the song doesn’t let the task slip from my mind. (It also is less annoying than a repetitive ding dong!) If I don’t snooze the song, iOS repeats it at least three times — fifteen minutes of "Take your pills, already!"

I choose instrumental songs, so as not to impose my lyric tastes on random strangers. I switch to different songs every season, since I can become ear blind to the same tune after too many repetitions.

My pharmacy sold me this 85 cm x 35 cm x 25 cm4-chamber pillbox in rigid plastic. Each chamber has a hinged lid, labelled in braille. There’s a lock on the end that my arthritic fingers have no trouble releasing.

described in entry

And of course there’s one more set of pills I have to take as I climb in to bed—that pillbox rests on my phone charger, which so far has been a foolproof reminder since I don’t want my baby brain to go unfed overnight.

What's your system like?

jesse_the_k: Modern design teapot with two cups (Share tea with me)

I first encountered the term brain fog in the mid 1990s on a fibromyalgia listserv. I see it popping up all over mainstream media in re: Long COVID.

Vocabulary derail: I’m a picky fussbudget so I describe my current cognitive issues as "trouble making new memories" as well as "difficulty word-finding."
massive frustration derail: can't nail down the source of these impairments: candidates include ME/CFS, fibromyalgia, PTSD, depression, anxiety as well as the medications I take for all those things.

Spilling the Tea )

It took me four months to realize that I needed to use a teapot I'd already bought to make tea.

That is brain fog.

How do you feel about the term brain fog? Does it build a bridge from our disabled experience to non-disabled people? Does it minimize the impact? Feel free to rant.

jesse_the_k: Snowflake pulses white and blue (snowflake GIF)

Stumbled on a 27-year-old email which reminded me of bipedal joy in winter--walking with two canes.

It's been snowing since the middle of the night, and I'm on the "improving" slope of a remission. A lifetime spent in the northern climes prepares me for the joys of a brief walk in the snow. I swaddle myself warmly and comfortably -- minimum two layers everywhere. Thank heavens for Polartec, the homeopathic weather fighter: fluffy and light.

At 11 am the sky and the ground and the trees and the rooftops are every color white. Getting down my precipitous driveway is scary until I relearn the snow-shuffle, using my canes as balance points. At the street, I feel alarmingly tall -- what a long way to fall. The wind sighs like the seals on a thousand refrigerator doors. Terrorist snow pellets sneak in to sting my face, uncaring, random. When I stop to raise my eyes to the horizon, I travel back to a time without artificial lighting. That mysterious fog has abandoned the 19th century etchings to erect barriers half-a-block away at every point of my compass.

Tinges of snow color every sight, bringing unity and grace to the accidental architecture of suburbia. Visual static spills over into the auditory, the street is calmed to hissing catatonia. Though level ground is almost automatic, every vertical shift requires planning. Is that foot secure? Will that cane slide when I swing through? Ten minutes out, my feet begin to stray. The toes and heel and tender edges no longer recognize the cozy insides of my boots. The braid of ankle and knee and hip and shoulder is fraying: time to return. My bozo legs missed their yard-long orange shoes for the final ascent over the lawn. (They might have provided better traction.)

Inside again, I stomp five times and shed the snow. I've draped my outer layers in the kitchen, which quickly fills with a vapor familiar from tents and apartments and warming shelters and houses. I've time travelled by foot back to steam radiators and glass entryways, steaming subway tunnels and frozen lonely bus stops, the searing desert of forty below and the cheerful mud soup of April.

jesse_the_k: text: Be kinder than need be: everyone is fighting some kind of battle (Default)

https://thesqueakywheel.org lives to snarl about the bullshit disabled people in the US deal with daily. Today's headline feed, for example:

  • Urologist Gives Personalized Rock Sculpture to Patient for Passing Kidney Stone in Record Time
  • Goodwill Raises Disabled Employee Wage from 7.25 to 15 (Cents per Hour)
  • New SSI Application Shreds Itself Upon Completion

Inclusive Stick Figure Family Features Woman’s Immortal Pressure Sore

described below entry

[Image of van's rear window, with white sticker evoking a chalkboard scrawl of 4 humans and the sole of a human foot with a big frown]

150-word excerpt )

https://thesqueakywheel.org/2023/06/26/inclusive-stick-figure-family-features-womans-immortal-pressure-sore/

jesse_the_k: Big cheryl haworth deadlifts under Olympic Rings (cheryl wins olympic gold)

Since I know many of my readers are autistic or otherly neurodiverse, I'm boosting my own post over at [community profile] access_fandom.

Academic Sean Yeager wants to discuss experiences of time and narrative in science fiction. Get paid! Participants will be compensated $100 for 60-90 minute talk re: their experiences of time with an openly autistic interviewer.

jesse_the_k: Panda doll wearing black eye mask, hands up in the spotlight, dropping money bag on floor  (bandit panda)

Kevin Gotkin’s Crip News shows up in my mailbox on Mondays. His principal focus is on English-speaking crip art and artists (like himself), but he inevitably encounters disability policy issues. Today I appreciated:

MLK, Guaranteed Income, & Disability

Guaranteed income (GI) programs offer monthly direct cash transfers to people who need help. And when organizers talk about this work (like Michael Tubbs on NPR in 2021), they often cite MLK’s 1967 “Where Do We Go From Here?” speech.

MLK named disability in his case for GI. Black single mothers of the National Welfare Rights Organization (NWRO) helped him understand that expanding access to employment was an incomplete approach. For “those at the lowest economic level,” including “the aged and chronically ill,” he said, “we must create incomes.”

But today’s GI movement, which has swelled since 2020, has abandoned the radical legacy MLK helped popularize. The NWRO proposed a Guaranteed Adequate Income. Not a cash supplement. An income that can actually support a family. Most programs across the U.S. today offer several hundred dollars per month (rarely over $1000) for only a short period of time.

This doesn’t just leave disabled people behind - it causes harm. Most often, GI programs force people enrolled in existing public benefit programs, like SNAP and SSI, to choose between accepting the cash payments and experiencing a double cliff (the cash reduces or eliminates other benefits and then disappears itself). Some programs even specifically exclude anyone who receives SSI. And people like Andrew Yang are hijacking the framework to imagine cash transfers as a consolidation or wholesale replacement of public benefit programs.

https://cripnews.substack.com/p/mlk-guaranteed-income-and-disability

jesse_the_k: Ultra modern white fabric interlaced to create strong weave (interdependence)

Another great column from s.e.smith, who goes deep into the flock of starlings metaphor. The topic is the surge of people newly disabled by post-acute sequelae of SARS-CoV-2, better known as Long Covid. While disability elders can see this as a chance to mentor the newbies, it’s also a chance for us to see the world anew:

340 words )

https://catapult.co/stories/se-smith-year-in-review-long-covid-disability-chronic-illness

jesse_the_k: (Braille Rubik's Cube)

This coming Thursday poet Stephen Kuusisto is presenting on a topic of interest!

I loved his memoir of midlife transformation thanks to love affair between human and skilled guide dog.

Why No One Has To Be Normal Anymore

Thursday, 12/1 @ 7- 8:30 EST pm (in your time zone)

“If the history of disability teaches us anything, it’s that disability life stands for freedom and not oppression.”

Prof. Kuusisto’s talk will be followed by a discussion panel with SU faculty, staff, and students. It’s a hybrid event -- in person and via Zoom.

REGISTER: https://bit.ly/bbi-su-seada-event-120122
ASL and CART will be provided.

jesse_the_k: Panda doll wearing black eye mask, hands up in the spotlight, dropping money bag on floor  (bandit panda)

On 8 July, I got a cortisone shot in my middle finger, in hopes of warding off surgery for yet another trigger finger. The PT handed me an oval-8 splint to wear that would help the synovial sheath swelling to calm down.

In the mail today, I got a notice from my pharmacy benefit manager (PBM) one of four profit-making entities that I buy health care from. This EOB notice comprised six sheets of office paper, mailed flat in a 9"x12" catalog envelope with a custom window. On top was the single-sided cover sheet with my and their addresses (to fit the window) as well as a boxed definition of "explanation of benefits" (EOB).[note 1] Next was another single-sided sheet with that actual explanation (details below). Then there are four more pages printed both sides explaining how to appeal (in type too small for me to read). These six sheets were mailed unfolded in a catalog envelope from Connecticut (although Navitus is headquartered here in Madison). For personal mailings, six sheets folded in an envelope costs $0.74 — sending flat sheets increases the cost 230%. Commercial postage is less but too confusing for me to calculate.

In the end, the EOB informed me that I might need to pay $1.20 for the oval-8 splint — more than it cost to send me the notice.

I know that many, perhaps most EOBs document important (nay, oppressive) amounts of money. Yet and still, this system is borked.

Players in my health care team, or, places to duplicate info and mishandle data:

  1. Health plan (we pay $890/month private insurance) https://www.deancare.com [note 2]
  2. Clinic — almost all my care and equipment comes from staff who work for https://SSMHealth.com They get paid by 1, 5, and 6
  3. Small mental health group, home to the "in-network" APNP who deals with my psych meds. https://madisonpsychiatricassociates.com Paid by 1, 5, and 6
  4. Family-owned and -run pharmacy, which gets money from 1, 5, and 6 https://www.ipcrx.com/pharmacy-profiles/2018/neuhauser-pharmacy-madison-wi
  5. Navitus the pharmacy benefits manager, https://medicarerx.navitus.com co-owned by SSMHealth and Costco. 1 pays them administrative fees to pay 2, 3, and 4
  6. Medicare (US government insurance, $170 monthly deducted from our retirement checks) and the only non-profit. Pays most of the bills for 2, 3, 4, and 5.

Note 1: (I’m not going to attempt to spell out what an EOB is. A handful of places try to explain in plain language: https://www.carepartnersct.com/wellness/how-read-your-explanation-benefits-eob

Note 2: I’m super lucky that MyGuy spent 20 years working for #1; he does a great job analyzing the EOBs, among many other skills.

jesse_the_k: Sign: torture chamber unsuitable for wheelchair users (even more access fail)

This is an initial draft -- comments welcome! In particular, I'm addressing "wheelchair friendly." I lack the experience to address sensory friendly.

  1. Friendly replaces refined technical standards with a smile and a shrug
  2. Friendly scoots around the scary term disability
  3. Friendly opens a space for “friendly” intruders bearing advice
  4. Friendly hints that one person thought this would be nice, instead of an org or group society committing to inclusion
  5. Friendly reflects glory to the organizers while already defining those of us experiencing barriers as unfriendly and unappreciative
  6. Friendly invokes a willingness to give and take that attaches to friendship, instead of recognizing disabled people have specific rights to equivalent access
  7. Friendly assumes we welcome any sort of new friend because we’re broken/pitiable/can’t make friends on our own
  8. Friendly starts a conversation at the emotional level instead of the structural level. If someone advertises a place as “wheelchair friendly” and I don’t find it accessible my request for access is already framed as “unfriendly” hostility
jesse_the_k: Large exclamation point inside shiny red ruffled circle (big bang)

This panel is WOW! Three disability justice elders tomorrow!

Wednesday 13 April 2022 6p CT - 7pm ET - 2100 UTC

“The Future of Disability Justice” panel featuring Alice Wong, Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha, and Mia Mingus

Register at https://tinyurl.com/DisabilityJustice22

Presented by Asian American and Asian Resource and Cultural Center at Purdue University. Reg form asks for "Purdue email" but my Pobox.com address worked fine.

DJ background: https://projectlets.org/disability-justice

jesse_the_k: Two bookcases stuffed full leaning into each other (bookoverflow)

I’ve got around 400 books I no longer want to dust. (I'm saving my vision for new graphic novels.)

  • 100+ science fiction or fantasy, dating back to Again Dangerous Visions from the Science Fiction Book Club
  • 100 fiction, non-fiction, poetry standards found on the bookshelf of every 65-year-old feminist
  • 40+ art topics including architecture, type, books, Celtic patterns, beadwork, songbooks
  • 160+ disability related: theory, history, memoir — in print or graphic novel formats

I’m not interested in making money, and shipping them out would cost a lot as well. Almost all these titles are already available in my municipal and UW-Madison libraries, so donation seems unlikely.

MyGuy has volunteered to scan the titles into a database. That gives me a list, but what do I do next?

jesse_the_k: Baby wearing black glasses bigger than head (eyeglasses baby)

Wil Sands is a photojournalist, particularly interested in stories that add nuance and complexity to public discourse. He was reporting from a BLM protest in Washington D.C. on 30 May 2020 when a cop shot him in the eye.

discussion of eye injury )

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